Gentle Raindrops

A gentle soul trying to make sense of the world.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

It Has Been A Long Time

My best friend got married not too long ago and me and YH have travelled down to his home state to help out with the wedding. Along the way, I have been bracing myself for the meeting with my ex again as he and his girlfriend have also been roped by my best friend to help out during the wedding.

I am worried about what YH would think about meeting my ex. He assured me that he is cool about the whole idea and I am glad to hear that.

When I saw him again, I just felt very awkward. It is more especially his girlfriend is around. We were very cordial with each other but one can feel the brickwall between us. We did not talk much as there were tons and tons of things to do for the wedding which leaves us no time to catch up.

Nonetheless, I'm glad that he has found someone that he loves and I'm happy for him.

At night, when I looked at YH snoring quietly beside me, contentment and happiness washed over me and God, thank you for YH.